Dean at the desparate end of his rope

Check out these Molly Hatchet lyrics:

I'm travelin' down the road and I'm flirtin' with disaster

I've got the pedal to the floor and my life is running faster

I'm outta money outta hope it looks like self destruction

Well how much more can we take with all of this corruption

We're flirtin' with disaster, ya'll know what I mean

And the way we run our lives it makes no sense to me

I don't know about yourself or what you wanna to be, yeah

When we gamble with our time we choose our destiny

I'm travelin' down that lonesome road.
Feel like I'm draggin a heavy load.
I've tried to turn my head away,

Feel about the same most every day

You know what I'm talkin about man

Dean: choose your own ending! Life is not black and white, it's not all about free will, but, Michael is wrong too, it's not an illusion, there is wiggle room. Still, I am pretty sure we will see Dean vessel up Michael. I'd love to see Dean disembodied also b/c I'd like him to be able to talk to his angelic self (same goes for Sam).

Dean, you know if you'd accept Sam, there would be less of this angsting!!!!

I just completed "Roadkill" the 5th novel in the Cal Leandros series. In the book, there are two brothers and one is not all human and quite capable of evil. His older brother loves and won't forsake him, but he forbids him to use his evil power because little by little it is corrupting him. sound familar? I think that's why Dean gets so upset with Sam's power use. It's slowly making him something he is not.

And they keep each other human. Or at least they try.

More inhuman than human?

Powers!Sam is BACK!!! WooHooo!!!!! \0/ Sam encounters Famine (the Horseman) and gets up a craving for blood. After drinking two vessels dry he heads over to a Biggerson's (An All You can Eat Sign prominent on the wall) and finds Dean and Cas in peril from 5 demons and Famine. Sam ipecac's the dmeons all at once and then tries a little mojo on Famine. But Famine isn't affected. However, Sam seemingly rips the demons inside Famine out through Famine's skin and tears the Horseman apart! It's a grusome, yet beautiful thing.

Later, Sam must detox, but his pain, his sacrifice of that bit of his humanity, ended the run of another Horsemen. So far, he and Dean are 2-0 against them.

LJ speculation is beginning to grow on a few fronts. One is that Sam is carrying Lucifer's Grace in him. Another is that Lucifer might get redeemed. Personally I hope for both of them.

I'd also love it if Sam and Dean became disembodied and then just their physical selves vesseled the angels. That would mean that the earthly brothers could communicate with the Heavenly brothers!!!

The show is on Hiatus until March 25th, and then returns and runs full out until the season finale. No word on Season 6 yet!