"Jillian" by Within Temptation

This is a rather haunting song. Fits both Sam and Dean, heck fits Kyp, fits Zekk, and all the damned vampires who want redemption. So here it is:

I've been dreaming for so long, to find a meaning to understand.
The secret of life, why am I here to try again?
Will I always, will you always see the truth when it stares you in the face?

Will I ever, will I never free myself by breaking these chains?

I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul.

I'd turn it back, it's my fault.

Your destiny is forlorn, have to live till it's undone.

I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul.

I'd turn it back and then at last I'll be on my way.

I've been living for so long, many seasons have past me by.

I've seen kingdoms through ages rise and fall, I've seen it all.

I've seen the horror, I've seen the wonders happening just in front of my eyes.

Will I ever, will I never free myself by making it right?